I would have to write a novel to get us both on the same page. So i'll just sum it up like this: I have 2 amazing kids, good friends i can count on one hand, and an impossible ex who is the father of my daughter. This blog will be about that.


Life is hard but i always try to remember...


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Wednesday, May 4, 2011

UMMM YUMMMMM

Lookie what we made :D























Tomorow is chocoate dipped marshmallows covered in graham crackers! :D

Friday, April 8, 2011

I'm baaaaack.

Agh, i've been MIA for so long on here.
SO MUCH HAS HAPPPENED
i dont even know where to begin.

Well, let's start with some pics from today :D




So,
i've been in and out of court with Clara's dad
let's just say-- 100 points to me, 0 to him.



have dated a few people
had some good times, some sex, some frustrations.

life has FINALLY settled down some.

Carter turns 6 in two months



Clara turns 1 in three months.



I blame her dad for the time passing so fast and me missing so much of it because i was caught up in the stress of her situation.

I need a damned pause button.

But since i dont have one,
we're moving forward,
just trying to be happy!!!

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

What my kids are up to:

Carter lost another tooth :)


and i didn't have cash on me, sooo..

forgive me, i'm tired.
apparently tired me thinks he might try to trade it in for a canadian dollar and felt the need to specify ??

And clara's just surfin the webz :P


The latest tattoo

Clara today.



hat hand-me-down from Cboog :]

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Clara boycotted sleep last night.

And she thought it was hillarious, clearly.

I am in a slump.
I'm a Moody McCrab'ass.
Really though, I'm sad. and lonely.
I was even depressed post-sex the other night.
It was so meaningless that laying by him afterwards was so frustrating i had him go.
UGH. someone save me.
I need new friends.

Oh, and heyyy

Friday, January 21, 2011

Photo updates.

Messed around with GIF's for the first time tonight :P
Excuse the sloppiness :/
The panda one is weird cos I did exactly what Carter wanted me too :D

My first attempt  @ a KOM







Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Hope they have rockin' birthday parties in heaven :)

My brother woulda been 26 years old today!
26 !!! sounds so old :P
He rocked this world Jan 19 '85 til June of '09
 



Love you brother :)

Sunday, January 2, 2011

I haven't posted in awhile, sooo...

I should post some pictures 'n stuff, huh?

 Life is going okay. Maybe even good.
Soon Peter's coming here from Seattle so we can talk.
And just typing that makes me smile.

Jason's back trying to get me caught up in his stupid controlling stress games, and i'm resisting.
GO ME :)