I would have to write a novel to get us both on the same page. So i'll just sum it up like this: I have 2 amazing kids, good friends i can count on one hand, and an impossible ex who is the father of my daughter. This blog will be about that.

Life is hard but i always try to remember...

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Friday, November 26, 2010

What a man, what a very good man.

I've been with men. Chyea. All the wrong ones.

Lately i've been thinking alot about my choices in men. How sucky they are, really. I keep fighting myself from going back to Jason, cos that would be settling. Seriously, and not just cause he looks like their offspring

but because he is NOTHING that i want in a person that i'd be happy with.

But, i've spent so much time thinking of his qualities i dislike, I decided it's time to STOP that and instead, start thinking of the qualities i DO want in a person.

So, let's start.

1. I want a cute guy. With an awesome smile. A face that when i'm mad, i see it and i'm not mad anymore. [Seeing Jason's face used to piss me off]

2. I want a guy who isn't in to the bar scene as a nighty routine [that was like the ONE good thing about Jason]

3. I want a guy who likes my mom. Because she rocks.

4. I want a guy who goes to church with me--not just to 'worship' but because he wants to spend time with me-- and thinks its cool that we take the ferry every weekend and get mexican afterwards. YUM.

5. I want a guy who WANTS to do family things---  like go to the pumpkin patch in October, the zoo in the summer, the tree farm in December [Jason isn't do a thing for the holidays and never just wanted to take the kids out]

6. I want a guy who loves to be close. Hand-on-the-thigh-at-all-times close.

7. And who has the same crazy sex drive as me.

8. I want a guy who has a hobby. That isn't watcing Nascar.

9. I want a guy who likes my friends.

10. And a guy who wants to paint the walls bright instead of forest green with tapestries.

11. and a guy who thinks its awesome that i have purple christmas lights up year round and use skull 'n cross bone plates.

12. i just want a man, a very good man.



Oh, and going through old pictures, i found this, and liked it. Once upon a time I was 18 years old.

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